erm... you guys really waiting for me to post ah...
lol... been weeks since i came back...
can say... good... can say... bad...
good in a way... i've made 2 gd friends...
and they became like my sisters...
lol... yeah.. they are nice people really...
its nice hanging out wif them...
bad in a way... spiritually...
since i came back i havent got a talk wif sean yet
as in those talks where we speak bout God to each other
edifying one another
then also from the israel trip i develop a hunger
which haf nt been satified that now im so dry...
i was so scared... i came to a pt i really cannot take it
and i took out my guitar and start playing while looking through message histories for revelations
well alot of people dunno of cuz...
another thing is my family problem...
i've got over my parental issues already...
i perfectly accept my step dad and my mum and my dad is also ok
but in came my paternal grandparents....
they start to scold my mum for being unfaithful
and talking bad bout my step dad's family...
its horrible... as the grandson... the one who links this two family
i hate it... i wanna cry... but Daddy God was still there for me...
i lack the love that i needed... my mum does not even treat me as her son
rather as a irritant to my step dad...
like scared that i may make him unhappy or smth...
and im so confused wif wad is going on in my life...
and why am i doing things that will cause the thing i dread to happen
argh... its so fustrating... praise God He was there for me...
and He gave my two friends that bring me away from the problems to let Him solve it...
i really pray that the incoming year, everything will change...
and i believe greater things will happen... greater blessings will come
alot of people is still worse than me... they dun haf God...
and alot of people need me...
Praise Be to God and To Him Be All the Glory and Honour
